Tuesday, December 22, 2009

"I like too many things and get all confused and hung-up running from one falling star to another till i drop. This is the night, what it does to you. I had nothing to offer anybody except my own confusion."
-Jack Kerouac {
Sebastien_Le_Crab
}

In response to a top secret mission gladly accepted and most cleverly organised, we wish you bon voyage, Brian as you weave your merry way London bound. {gracia+louise}

You know that day after day of, Oh God what am I going to do with myself feeling? The fear of the emptiness that it implies keeps me going {Anish Kapoor}
you wont see me smile w/mouth wild open and i think you know why
無常 mujō
Impermanence: all of conditioned existence, without exception, is in a constant state of flux
the little heart on a page

Monday, December 21, 2009

13.7: Cosmos and Culture
"That is why I am here. That is why I am part of 13.7: Cosmos and Culture. Like the other members of this group I am interested in understanding the living context in which this fantastically powerful tool we call science should be placed. It is a deep question about the nature of what is true and real in the world. It is a deeply moving question about the nature of our response to the beauty that reveals itself in so many ways including the fruits of scientific activity. And now, in this strange moment we find ourselves in, it is an urgent question. Now there is a harsh imperative to understanding science and its cultural context because it is exactly that collision which we must learn to manage at the crossroads."

wishlist:showerhead/minä
The most potent way to exist is to occupy someone else’s imagination -alice dallow

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Saturday, December 19, 2009

Friday, December 18, 2009

keep loving and doing what you love
RIP superlocal
have yet said hello and my appreciation for all the great photos you shared on flickr
i know you are in a better place now. let be wherever, peace

Monday, December 14, 2009

there is no spring without a winter no life without death and demise of lanney has blown a new season into the lungs of young Johnny. good bye Mr. Sidney Shaw -RockNRolla

Thursday, December 10, 2009

shame that the fish never meet with the chips
french bread never say hi to garlic butter n
pork chop never accompany the mash on a dinner plate
It might not be the right time
I might not be the right one
But there's something about us I want to say
Cause there's something between us anyway

I might not be the right one
It might not be the right time
But there's something about us I've got to do
Some kind of secret I will share with you....

{something about us-daft punk}

Tuesday, December 08, 2009

i need to admit up front that i dont
know how to have a fling. i am not good at
playing around and then saying good bye.
i am throwing myself at your feet because
i am hoping for a shot at forever. you don't
have to say anything now, no promises
required. i just thought you should know.
-Austenland, Shannon Hale
i am pantone 17-3924
-lavender violet













-via information travels faster
what couldn't you live without?
giving / receiving love

Monday, December 07, 2009

i am becoming weirder and weirder
sky is still blue
milkyway is milkyway
i am on my way to you
standing on the earth ground
thinking about you
yes you
'not at all time but you are often'
after all i can't believe
you
are still on my mind
as i am becoming weirder and weirder
is there something about us?
i couldn't remember what brings us together
but i know what keeps us apart,
and what keeps me coming back for more
kicking self harder is not gonna take away

the footprint you have left on me
that
i think i'd like to keep
best not to think about it with a heavy heart
it never starts,
and it's not gonna end just yet,
i know
i am becoming weirder and weirder
fall hard and fast
----------freeze me

Friday, December 04, 2009

Tuesday, December 01, 2009

Have you ever noticed
That I’m not acting as I used to do before?
Have you ever wondered
Why I always keep on coming back for more?
-snapshots

Monday, November 23, 2009

'still on my mind'
if you do feel for me
tell me who you really are
and if you don't give a damn
please let me go/walk away

my heart was pumping red
now it has turned purple

'something gotta to be true'
maybe u only are true to yourself

i felt for you and i still do
do you need to hear it for your ego?
'just like monkey, never let go until get hold onto another pole'
are you that monkey?

i don't get you
but will i ever?

i was brave once
i know i can be brave again

Thursday, November 19, 2009

everything will be okay in the end
if its not okay,
then it's not the end -via JJJJound

Friday, November 13, 2009

Fantasy love is much better than reality love.
Never doing it is very exciting. The
most exciting attractions are between
two opposites that never meet.
-Andy Warhol
Whoever said: what you don't know can't hurt you" was complete and total moron. Becuase for most people I know, not knowing is teh worst feeling in the world.
-Grey's Anatomy

++Its amazing what one person can do. Some people build you up just to bend and break you. Some people bring out parts of you that you had no clue existed. All throughout life we meet people and every single one of them brings somethign to us; gives us some sort of purpose. We come across people who will hurt us so incredibly much that it seems unbearable to go on with our lives, but the truth is, we can overcome anyting we want to, if we believe in it enough, if we have faith in ourselves, in who we are.

sometimes we just have to learn to accept that people might stay in our hearts, even if they dont stay in over lives.

its funy how you think you actually mean something to someone, and they just trun around and prove you wrong.

they say loving you is my biggest mistake, but how can it be so wrong if it feels so right? if i ever made a mistake, its not that i love you, but it's thinking that someday you'll love me too.++
via:more than just a pretty face

Boys frustrate me. I hate all their indirect messages, and I hate game playing. Do you like me or do you not? Just tell me so I can get over you. -Kirsten Dunst


For an artist, and I try to be one, everything that happens is material for your work; sometimes it's very difficult. Happiness doesn't require anything more; it's an end in itself. Unhappiness has to be transformed into something else; it has to be elevated to beauty. For an artist everything that happens to him has to be clay for his mold, and he must try to feel things this way, even if these if this gifts might be atrocities. -Jorge Luis Borges

Thursday, November 12, 2009

the heart chooses what it chooses
we don't really have noting to do about it- Bones
(what does that mean?)

you're in trouble, drink your latte.
almost perfect 5 secs, anybody?
-i think the hardest part about waiting is not knowing whether you are waiting for anything at all.
-Girls aren't really all that complicated. Just an aching for love, attention, and affection.
-Somedays, we'll cuddle together on the couch, wearing sweats and eating ice cream that we both like, watching our favourite movies, making and laughing at the jokes that only we understand, and i realised that this everyday, simpple, no-big-deal moments is my kind of happiness.
-via http://runawaytrain.tumblr.com/

you didn't love her, you just didn't want to be alone. or, maybe, maybe, she was just good for your ego, or mabe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but
you didn't love her, because you don't desotry people you love.
-Grey's Anatomy

i love him for his intelligence, his sensitivity, his courage. i love him wholly and unconditionally without reservation. i love him enough to take risks, i love him enough to sacrifice a friendship. i love him enough to accept my own happiness and use it, in turn, to make him happy back.
-Emily Giffin
Belive nothing,
no matter where you read it
or who has said it, not even if
I have said it, unless it agrees
with your own common sense. -Buddha

I want to beg you much as I can to be patient
toward all thats unsolved in your heart,
and learn to love the questions themselves,
like locked rooms or like books that are
written in a very foreign tongue.
Do not seek the answers, which cannot be given you,
becuase you would not be able to live them,
and the point is to live everything.
Live the quetsion now,
perhpaps you wil then, gradually, without noticing it,
live along some distant day into the answer.
-viaRainer Maria Rilke (via omgitsjpax) (via quote-book) (via shany) (via amandoline)

work like you don't need money
love like you've never been hurt
and dance like no one's looking

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

The quotation I have found most potent in warding off evil spirits is the motto of the Flemish philosopher Arnold Geulincx (1624-69): “Ubi nihil vales, ibi nihil velis.” “Where you are worth nothing, you should want nothing.” That’s mine. You can’t use it.
"Language is a
virus from outer space." — William S. Burroughs
-via http://www.bookofjoe.com/2007/02/17/index.html
Nothing is original. Steal from anywhere that resonates with inspiration or fuels your imagination. Devour old films, new films, music, books, paintings, photographs, poems, dreams, random conversations, architecture, bridges, street signs, trees, clouds, bodies of water, light and shadows. Select only things to seal from that speak directly to your soul. If you do this, your work (and theft) will be authetic. Authenticity is invaluable; originality is non-existent. And don't bother concealing your thievery-celebrate it if you feel like it. In any case, always remember what Jean-Luc Godard said: "It's not where you take things from-it's where you take them to."
-Jim Jarmusch
We all have the ability to feel. It's a beautiful and ugly thing. if only my other thoughts could be read my life would be a little easier
- d. yee

Know first who you are; and then adorn yourself accordingly -euripides

You really just got to enjoy things they way they are -Bones

When you wished upon birthday candles, and now you wish on a boy who is holding your heart.


I don’t hate him. I loved him until I figured out it hurts a lot less to just not care.
-House

++Hey,
you and I
are going to have
a big love affair
and it won't work.
But somewhere in the middle,
my god, we tried.
++

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

whether you think you can
whether you think you can't
you are right
-Henry Ford

"Great minds discuss ideas.
Average minds discuss events.
Small minds discuss people."

Standards are like toothbrushes,
everybody agrees you should have one,
but
no one wants to use yours. -joe croser

Helvetica is like a really good friend.
You go off and hang with the other fonts (the artsy, grungy, trendy, thin, fat, tall, scripty types) and even use them a little, but helvetica is always there. A nice stable friend.
-Andrew Frigo

Broken gets fixed. Shoddy lasts forever -jack moffet

Content precedes design. Design in the absense of content is not design, its decoration.
-Jeffery Zeldman

Colors, like features,
follow the changes of thte emotion. -Pablo Picasso

Design is the method of putting form and content together.
Design, just as art, has multiple definitions; there is no single definition.
Design can be art; Design can be aesthetics. Design is so simple, thats why it is so complicated.
-Paul Rand

Do, or do not. There is no "try". -Yoda

i am making a few adjustments. hope you don't mind. it's been quite a ride w/you even if we haven't really met and you knew how much i wanted to do that as I really liked to see the "real" you. it sux how things could wind up at time. i was so into you, you know. and you used to make me the happiest girl in the world. now it pains me to not to IM you. it pains me not to be able to converse w/u in ease cause i care more than you do. i want to feel better and figure mabee taking a break from you would help. we'll see. mabee one day i'll see you poping up on my desktop again, unpredictable man

Monday, November 09, 2009

Every closed eye is not sleeping, and every open eye is not seeing.

I am certainly not an authority on love because there are no authorities on love, just those who've had luck with it and those who haven't.

I wasn't always black... there was this freckle, and it got bigger and bigger.

The past is a ghost, the future a dream, and all we ever have is now.

Every father says the same thing: "Where's your mother?"

-Bill Cosby

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

something seems to be missing here. i know i am ugly but i glow at nite
here but i'm gone
It's not a matter of what I'd like to do, but how things result. There are strict limits, but they never stop until you do.
i will manage

for once, i wanted to be brave
i wanted to be able to touch you soul
the fun we used to have on chat
not sure if you felt it
two hearts were having a conversatoin
its light
fluffy
and colorful
since when it all changed
i wonder
well
all in all
i want to
be
brave again

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

'We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.'

"I never forget a face, but in your case I'll be glad to make an exception"
-Groucho Marx

Watch your thoughts,
They become your words.
Watch your words,
They become your actions.
Watch your actions
They become your habits.
Watch your habits,
They become your character.
Watch your character,
It becomes your destiny.

"Inspiration exists, but it has to find you working."
-Pablo Picasso

Expectation kills inspiration.

I would rather be ashes than dust!
I would rather that my spark should burn out in a brilliant blaze than it should be stifled by dry-rot.
I would rather be a superb meteor, every atom of me in magnificent glow, than a sleepy and permanent planet.The function of man is to live, not to exist.
I shall not waste my days trying to prolong them.
I shall use my time."

--JACK LONDON, attributed

". . . They will gaze up and strain
to find the blue dot in their skies.
They will love it no less for its
obscurity and fragility. They will
marvel at how vulnerable the repository
of all our potential once was, how
perilous our infancy, how humble our
beginnings, how many rivers we had to
cross before we found our way."

--CARL SAGAN
Passion can create drama out of inert stone.

--LE CORBUSIER, 1931

What human beings need is ... a real
city which they can build, a place which satisfies the dreamer and is
acceptable to the scientist, a place where the projections of the artist and
the builder merge.

--CONSTANTINOS A. DOXIADIS

A requirement of creativity is that it contributes to change. Creativity keeps the creator alive.

--FRANK HERBERT

If I compare the way in which a graphic sheet from my technique period came into being with that of a print expressing a particular train of thought, then I realize that they are almost poles apart. What often happened in the past was that I would pick out from a pile of sketches one which it seemed to me might be suitable for reproduction by means of some technique that was interesting me at that moment in time. But now it is from amongst those techniques, which I have to some degree mastered, that I choose the one which lends itself more than any other, to the expression of the particular idea that has taken hold of my mind.

--M.C. ESCHER

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--SOR JUANA INES de la CRUZ

The secret of all victory lies in the organization of the non-obvious.

--OSWALD SPENGLER

Monday, October 26, 2009

I promise this won't be normal or typical.
I promise you can leave and I won't weep.
I like it when yo use your laptops.
I prefer people checking their texts/calls/etc.
I'm a big fan of interaction. Talk.
This is not church. (Is it?)
So, Oddly, this is FOR you.
I know what i know. Ask for what YOU need.
Think about what's important to you.
And another thing. Laugh. (not the whole time)
We all have our dreams. We all like to imagine what should be, or could be. Be they tangible or otherwise, we all look to our thoughts for the comfort that one day we'll have what we want, or need. But the truth is that no matter how hard you try, they all crumble and burn; struck by flying metal and thrashed to the ground. I have hope, I have faith, I have love and I have trust, but all in all it never really matters. In the end, no matter what you've said to people or done in your life, it all falls short. Well. I had faith, hope and trust. Now all that's left is love, but once more, it doesn't really matter. Life is just one big vicious fucking circle.

via:
Totally Güruvy© [ZEAL]

Monday, October 12, 2009



i hate think
only dream
drink to the dream

i hate wait
want to vent
been there
done that
now wot
?

only sure of
one thing
one and
only

i am
the sane
(same) one

really
like to go
where i am happy

Sunday, October 11, 2009

its alright. its alright. its alright. its alright. its alright. its alright. its alright. its alright. its alright. its alright. its alright. its alright. its alright. its alright. its alright. its alright. its alright. its alright. its alright. its alright. its alright. its alright. its alright. its alright. its alright. its alright. its alright. i forgive you. i forgive you. i forgive you. i forgive you. i forgive you. i forgive you. i forgive you. you and i. you and i. you and i. you and i. you and i. you and i. you and i. you and i. you and i. you and. you and i. you and i. you and i. only me now. only me now. only me now. only me now. only me now. only me now. only me. only me. only me. only me. only me. only me. home. home. home. home. home. home. home. ho me. ho me. ho me. ho me. ho me. ho me. ho me. al one. al one. al one. al one. al one. al one. 

Monday, September 28, 2009

i am fine.. just not happy
- 8:35 / House -sep 28 '09

Friday, September 25, 2009

i........live on 1973 normal ave in Boring, so.,... you know where to find me now, right?
---frown---}{
HOws paris artworld different than the nyc artworld

emmanuel perrotin:
we have more time to think and
less obligation to drink

Thursday, September 24, 2009



human condition

The guys I dated were very bad, but then again just human
and conditioned to their environment.
In that light, I will take a reformed bad boy. Those are fun. They still have that edge in the way they talk and mannerisms, but they've grown. And they've learned on their own why their former ways need mending.
-
Vanessa Smokin Trowel

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

One Love, One Heart
Let's get together and feel all right


Thursday, September 17, 2009

Friday, September 11, 2009

You can't always have what you want
or need......Yet.
You'll get it. One way or another.
As long as
you keep your eyes peeled
your mind clear
and your heart dedicated.
Just set your goal and never let it go.Trust me.

It's all right on time.And it's all for a reason.
You may not know the reason right away, if ever
but I can garuntee you that it is indeed there.
It's hard to believe, and it's even harder to accept
but it's true.So never look back and give a shy eye.
And never act like your life is meaningless. It's not.

Truth be told, it is a good idea to keep your eyes
on the road ahead of you...
just be sure you check the rear view mirror every once in a while
just to see and make sure the town you grew up in is still in sight.



Hang tight, never give up, never say never and never give in.
=
Love me.
Love you.
Love her.
Love him.
Love them.
Love us.
Love we.
Love when.


Danny Carlisle
http://blogs.myspace.com/returnofthesquirrel


Sunday, September 06, 2009

the princee went slowly through the forest]
his beautiful horse was silent
its hooves didn't make a sound on the moss
the branches magically spread before him
the sky was taking on the color of roses
will I be in time? the prince wondered
he remembered what the magician had told him
the night is your only enemy once it has cast its cloak
of darkness over the world
and you can't tell the shadow of a dog
from that of a wolf
you will know it is too late,
and your beautiful lady is lost forever
hurry if you love her
the princes heart was pounding.
he knew he was thinking of his beloved of the darkness
a garden in the rain is so sweet
and sad like me without you
i don't want you to die, ever
we'll always be together, my love
your little pierre
Michel:
It's my new grading scheme. Female: +3. Bare belly: +2. G-string: +5. No bra: +4. Navel piercing: +1.

Friday, August 28, 2009


Here's to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels. The troublemakers. The round pegs in the square hole. The ones who see things differently. They're not fond of rules. And they have no respect for the status quo. You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify or vilify them. About the only thing you can't do is ignore them. Because they change things. They push the human race forward. And while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius. Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world, are the ones who do.
Apple Computer Inc.

I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
Yep, I'm good but I'm no angel. I do sins but I'm not a devil. I am just a small girl in a big world, tyring to find somebody to love.
Women are like teabags; you never know how strong they are until they're put in hot water.
Eleanor Roosevelt


Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.
Maya Angelou
Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.
Dr. Seuss


Sometimes our flame goes out, but is blown again into instant flame by an encounter with another human being.
Albert Schweitzer

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Love is like a Rhino, short-sighted, but always willing to find a way.
-Unknown
Every artist was first an amateur.
-Ralph Waldo Emerson

The thing always happens that you really believe in; and the belief in a thing makes it happen.
-Frank Loyd Wright

If you would create something, you must be something.
Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

The power of imagination makes us infinite.
-John Muir

Nothing happens until I make it happen.
-Scott Wilson
If you can't describe what you are doing as a process, you don't know what you're doing.
-W. Edwards Deming

My opinions may have changed, but not the fact that I'm right.
-Ashleigh Brilliant


The fellow who thinks he knows it all is especially annoying to those of us who do.

-Harold Coffin
Lots of times you have to pretend to join a parade in which you're not really interested in order to get where you're going.

-Christopher Darlington Morley
Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did. So throw off the bowlines, Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream.

-Mark Twain

Tomorrow Starts Without Me

If tomorrow starts without me,
And I'm not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;

I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today,
While thinking of the many things,
We didn't get to say.

I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
And each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too;

But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name,
And took me by the hand,

And said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind
All those I dearly love.

But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell from my eye,
For all my life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.

I had so much to live for,
So much left yet to do,
It seemed almost impossible,
That I was leaving you.

I thought of all the yesterdays,
The good ones and the bad,
I thought of all that we shared,
And all the fun we had.

If I could relive yesterday,
Just even for a while,
I'd say good-bye and kiss you
And maybe see you smile.

But then I fully realized,
That this could never be,
For emptiness and memories,
Would take the place of me.

And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss some tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
My heart was filled with sorrow.

But when I walked through heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me,
From His great golden throne,

He said, "This is eternity,
And all I've promised you."
Today your life on earth is past,
But here life starts anew.

I promise no tomorrow,
But today will always last,
And since each day is the same way,
There's no longing for the past.

So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don't think we're far apart,
For every time you think of me,
I'm right here, in your heart "


I Am Thankful

I am thankful for everything I have experienced
In this life of mine
For in all I have found
That in His Word-the answers I find

I am thankful for all the tears I have cried
For they have taught me to appreciate laughter
They have given me the ability to see the
The joy that comes after

Through my tears I have come to know
His Holy Spirit in my life
How He is always there
And comforts through the strife

I am thankful for the storms I have encountered
Knowing that the rainbow is at the end
Realization that they are only temporal
That with time all will mend

I have learned that I don’t need to be strong
For Yahshua supplies the strength for me
He shoulders my burdens
Regardless of what the circumstance may be

I am thankful for all the relationships
For the good and yes, for the bad
For they have given life to my emotions
An appreciation of what I have had

My most valuable relationship
Is that with Yahweh, my Father
I know that I can trust Him
As I can trust no other

I am thankful for the pain I have known
It has given a compassion for the suffering
An ability to reach out to others
An appreciation of little things

I understand the greatness of Yahshuas love
And the pain He has suffered for me
How He endured all things
So that I could be set free

I am thankful for the hunger and thirst
That I have had to go through
I appreciate having food before me
And sharing it with others too

He has given himself as my food and drink
To make sure that I was fed
His Blood shed for my drink
And His Body broken for my bread

Most of all, I am thankful for His Grace
For the provisions that it brings
How it has provided for
Me in all things

Kathleen Shelton Poulson

The Person I Long To Be

The day light breaks again
Another day has begun.

But still no sleep has come.
My body is weary

My mind overworked.
I lie awake thinking

But what I am unsure.
I need to break free from the cycle I endure.

Everyday is the same and the nights are undistinguished.
I feel as though I am being pushed along with the tide

Unable to break free from the everyday flow.
This is not me I need to change, before time takes over

And I am unable to change.
I need to be freed from the grasp of ordinary

And become that person I have always longed for.
Express myself in every way, and conquer the dreams as I lie awake.

Then I may fall asleep and put my mind to rest.
Make changes in my life and help those in need.

I would like to touch everyone's life in a positive way
And leave my mark on society before I fade away.

Victoria A. Mogyorosi

Monday, August 24, 2009


I’m

Taking a ride
Off to one side
It is a personal thing
Where
When I can’t stand
Up in this cage I’m not regretting

I don’t need a better thing
I’d settle for less
It’s another thing for me
I just have to wander through this world
Alone

Stop
before you fall
Into the hole that I have dug here
Rest
Even as you
Are starting to feel the way I used to

I don’t need a better thing
Just to sound confused
Don’t talk about everyone
I am not amused by you

'Cause I’m gonna lose you
Yes, I’m gonna lose you
If I'm gonna lose you

'Cause I’m gonna lose you
Yes, I’m gonna lose you
If I'm gonna lose you

I'm gonna lose you for good

Peter Yorn //Lose You

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

If I never meet you in this life, let me feel the lack; a glance from your eyes, and my life will be yours.

Wednesday, June 17, 2009


me without you


I dream of a world not afraid of color. A world where
Oranges and Cyans can cohabit freely. Where Magentas and Greens hold hands with Greys and Teals. A world where no one would deny the right of a Yellow to marry a Blue. I dream of a world where the color one wears is as bold as one is.

-Chris Hemingway

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

“Jordan Lee 7/1/08

Today I think upon the nature of the mind and how little of mine I know. It wasn’t too long ago that I was of the assumption that the mind was something I used, a tool that I was given and relied on.

Only after each day of watching myself in action have I found I am, instead, just an occurance of my mind, this deeper thing that is my fate embodied.”


"I’ve never been 100% confortable and confident in myself, but I mask it pretty well."

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

so yeah, i am so much a dreamer still.
thanks to you, i know it now.

"It’s so many miles and so long since I’ve met you
Don’t even know what I’ll find when I get to you
But suddenly now, I know where I belong
It’s many hundred miles and it won’t be long
" -Train Song
Vashti Bunyan

Sometimes i still feel the bruise.
January 18, 2009, 7:21 pm
Filed under: intangibles

This is just to say “hello”
And to let you know
I think of you from time to time
I know I never really knew you
But somehow I miss you
And wish that you’d stayed in my life

Making contact gets harder
As the silence grows longer
And isn’t it only me
Who’d like us to see each other?
How I would hate to be a bother
The way we left it was you’d ring

I’m under no illusion
As to what I meant to you
But you made an impression
And sometimes I still feel the bruise
Sometimes I still feel the bruise

Now and then I stumble on
What I’ve misplaced but never lost
An ache I first felt long ago
Though you’ve appeared and disappeared
Throughout these past few years
I’d be surprised if you now showed

Making contact gets harder
As the silence grows longer
And why would you think of me
When you were not the one in love?
When you were not the dreamer?
When you were just the dream?
-Trembling blue stars.

Same but Different

I'm in a boat
On the sea
And I see
You on the shore
So sure
Of yourself

You're in a boat
On the sea
And you see
Me on the shore
So sure
Of myself

We're in a boat
All at sea
And we see
We are the same
The same
But different

-Vashti Bunyan


Wednesday, June 03, 2009

you paly me hot and cold

FOOTPRINTS ON THE HEART-


"Some people come into our lives and quickly go.

Some people move our souls to dance.
They awaken us to new understanding with the passing whisper of their wisdom.
Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon.
They stay in our lives for awhile, leave footprints on our hearts
And we are never, ever the same."

Crimson Days

Every night I empty my heart, but by morning it's full again
Slow droplets of you sleep in through the night's soft caress
At dawn I overflow with thoughts of us
An aching pleasure that gives me no respite
Love cannot be contained
The neat packaging of desire splits asunder
Spilling crimson through my days
Long, languishing days that are now bruised tender with yearning
Spent searching for a fingerprint, a scent, a breath you left behind.

-Kelly Moss

Sunday, May 17, 2009


today i put my purse in the washer. only to find out the washing had poked a hole in it during the course. but hey, no worries, i superglued it and it's all fixed now. a scare is not gonna hurt me.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Tuesday, April 28, 2009


i could be into you if i knew you were into me, you know

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

很多時候我們總是身處在孤獨的位置上
獨自面對著四面八方而來的龐大壓力和責任

要消化這些巨量的負荷
必須同時擁有堅定的意志、樂觀的心情、以及積極的態度

不能天真地期待別人來照亮自己
自己就是自己唯一的太陽

Friday, April 03, 2009

agape / eros / philia 3:25pm

flickr a connector 1:21pm


盲活 1:15pm



people who make us happy are
never the people you expect
.
so...when you find someone,
you got to cherish it.

-skins:naomi

Wednesday, April 01, 2009

i know you
i know you lonely
i think you need someone to want you
well, i do want you
so, be brave and want me back

-skins:emily

Friday, March 27, 2009

part of me think this is what i want
part of me think this isn't, but
what if part of me think this isn't ....feel that way because i am scared?

-six feet under

Monday, February 16, 2009

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Sunday, February 08, 2009

forgot to take the time to write down things that matter. not to you but myself only. perhaps i should have something for you soon.