Monday, November 23, 2009

'still on my mind'
if you do feel for me
tell me who you really are
and if you don't give a damn
please let me go/walk away

my heart was pumping red
now it has turned purple

'something gotta to be true'
maybe u only are true to yourself

i felt for you and i still do
do you need to hear it for your ego?
'just like monkey, never let go until get hold onto another pole'
are you that monkey?

i don't get you
but will i ever?

i was brave once
i know i can be brave again

Thursday, November 19, 2009

everything will be okay in the end
if its not okay,
then it's not the end -via JJJJound

Friday, November 13, 2009

Fantasy love is much better than reality love.
Never doing it is very exciting. The
most exciting attractions are between
two opposites that never meet.
-Andy Warhol
Whoever said: what you don't know can't hurt you" was complete and total moron. Becuase for most people I know, not knowing is teh worst feeling in the world.
-Grey's Anatomy

++Its amazing what one person can do. Some people build you up just to bend and break you. Some people bring out parts of you that you had no clue existed. All throughout life we meet people and every single one of them brings somethign to us; gives us some sort of purpose. We come across people who will hurt us so incredibly much that it seems unbearable to go on with our lives, but the truth is, we can overcome anyting we want to, if we believe in it enough, if we have faith in ourselves, in who we are.

sometimes we just have to learn to accept that people might stay in our hearts, even if they dont stay in over lives.

its funy how you think you actually mean something to someone, and they just trun around and prove you wrong.

they say loving you is my biggest mistake, but how can it be so wrong if it feels so right? if i ever made a mistake, its not that i love you, but it's thinking that someday you'll love me too.++
via:more than just a pretty face

Boys frustrate me. I hate all their indirect messages, and I hate game playing. Do you like me or do you not? Just tell me so I can get over you. -Kirsten Dunst


For an artist, and I try to be one, everything that happens is material for your work; sometimes it's very difficult. Happiness doesn't require anything more; it's an end in itself. Unhappiness has to be transformed into something else; it has to be elevated to beauty. For an artist everything that happens to him has to be clay for his mold, and he must try to feel things this way, even if these if this gifts might be atrocities. -Jorge Luis Borges

Thursday, November 12, 2009

the heart chooses what it chooses
we don't really have noting to do about it- Bones
(what does that mean?)

you're in trouble, drink your latte.
almost perfect 5 secs, anybody?
-i think the hardest part about waiting is not knowing whether you are waiting for anything at all.
-Girls aren't really all that complicated. Just an aching for love, attention, and affection.
-Somedays, we'll cuddle together on the couch, wearing sweats and eating ice cream that we both like, watching our favourite movies, making and laughing at the jokes that only we understand, and i realised that this everyday, simpple, no-big-deal moments is my kind of happiness.
-via http://runawaytrain.tumblr.com/

you didn't love her, you just didn't want to be alone. or, maybe, maybe, she was just good for your ego, or mabe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but
you didn't love her, because you don't desotry people you love.
-Grey's Anatomy

i love him for his intelligence, his sensitivity, his courage. i love him wholly and unconditionally without reservation. i love him enough to take risks, i love him enough to sacrifice a friendship. i love him enough to accept my own happiness and use it, in turn, to make him happy back.
-Emily Giffin
Belive nothing,
no matter where you read it
or who has said it, not even if
I have said it, unless it agrees
with your own common sense. -Buddha

I want to beg you much as I can to be patient
toward all thats unsolved in your heart,
and learn to love the questions themselves,
like locked rooms or like books that are
written in a very foreign tongue.
Do not seek the answers, which cannot be given you,
becuase you would not be able to live them,
and the point is to live everything.
Live the quetsion now,
perhpaps you wil then, gradually, without noticing it,
live along some distant day into the answer.
-viaRainer Maria Rilke (via omgitsjpax) (via quote-book) (via shany) (via amandoline)

work like you don't need money
love like you've never been hurt
and dance like no one's looking

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

The quotation I have found most potent in warding off evil spirits is the motto of the Flemish philosopher Arnold Geulincx (1624-69): “Ubi nihil vales, ibi nihil velis.” “Where you are worth nothing, you should want nothing.” That’s mine. You can’t use it.
"Language is a
virus from outer space." — William S. Burroughs
-via http://www.bookofjoe.com/2007/02/17/index.html
Nothing is original. Steal from anywhere that resonates with inspiration or fuels your imagination. Devour old films, new films, music, books, paintings, photographs, poems, dreams, random conversations, architecture, bridges, street signs, trees, clouds, bodies of water, light and shadows. Select only things to seal from that speak directly to your soul. If you do this, your work (and theft) will be authetic. Authenticity is invaluable; originality is non-existent. And don't bother concealing your thievery-celebrate it if you feel like it. In any case, always remember what Jean-Luc Godard said: "It's not where you take things from-it's where you take them to."
-Jim Jarmusch
We all have the ability to feel. It's a beautiful and ugly thing. if only my other thoughts could be read my life would be a little easier
- d. yee

Know first who you are; and then adorn yourself accordingly -euripides

You really just got to enjoy things they way they are -Bones

When you wished upon birthday candles, and now you wish on a boy who is holding your heart.


I don’t hate him. I loved him until I figured out it hurts a lot less to just not care.
-House

++Hey,
you and I
are going to have
a big love affair
and it won't work.
But somewhere in the middle,
my god, we tried.
++

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

whether you think you can
whether you think you can't
you are right
-Henry Ford

"Great minds discuss ideas.
Average minds discuss events.
Small minds discuss people."

Standards are like toothbrushes,
everybody agrees you should have one,
but
no one wants to use yours. -joe croser

Helvetica is like a really good friend.
You go off and hang with the other fonts (the artsy, grungy, trendy, thin, fat, tall, scripty types) and even use them a little, but helvetica is always there. A nice stable friend.
-Andrew Frigo

Broken gets fixed. Shoddy lasts forever -jack moffet

Content precedes design. Design in the absense of content is not design, its decoration.
-Jeffery Zeldman

Colors, like features,
follow the changes of thte emotion. -Pablo Picasso

Design is the method of putting form and content together.
Design, just as art, has multiple definitions; there is no single definition.
Design can be art; Design can be aesthetics. Design is so simple, thats why it is so complicated.
-Paul Rand

Do, or do not. There is no "try". -Yoda

i am making a few adjustments. hope you don't mind. it's been quite a ride w/you even if we haven't really met and you knew how much i wanted to do that as I really liked to see the "real" you. it sux how things could wind up at time. i was so into you, you know. and you used to make me the happiest girl in the world. now it pains me to not to IM you. it pains me not to be able to converse w/u in ease cause i care more than you do. i want to feel better and figure mabee taking a break from you would help. we'll see. mabee one day i'll see you poping up on my desktop again, unpredictable man

Monday, November 09, 2009

Every closed eye is not sleeping, and every open eye is not seeing.

I am certainly not an authority on love because there are no authorities on love, just those who've had luck with it and those who haven't.

I wasn't always black... there was this freckle, and it got bigger and bigger.

The past is a ghost, the future a dream, and all we ever have is now.

Every father says the same thing: "Where's your mother?"

-Bill Cosby

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

something seems to be missing here. i know i am ugly but i glow at nite
here but i'm gone
It's not a matter of what I'd like to do, but how things result. There are strict limits, but they never stop until you do.
i will manage

for once, i wanted to be brave
i wanted to be able to touch you soul
the fun we used to have on chat
not sure if you felt it
two hearts were having a conversatoin
its light
fluffy
and colorful
since when it all changed
i wonder
well
all in all
i want to
be
brave again