i am making a few adjustments. hope you don't mind. it's been quite a ride w/you even if we haven't really met and you knew how much i wanted to do that as I really liked to see the "real" you. it sux how things could wind up at time. i was so into you, you know. and you used to make me the happiest girl in the world. now it pains me to not to IM you. it pains me not to be able to converse w/u in ease cause i care more than you do. i want to feel better and figure mabee taking a break from you would help. we'll see. mabee one day i'll see you poping up on my desktop again, unpredictable man