alright, so yeah, i think that life isn't so complicated itself. what makes it so is us. at least i m talking for myself. dont you hate yourself sometimes. well, i do. as matter of fact, i hate myself right now. i wish thers a pill for this lazyness. i wish a lot of things. the list could go on and on. i really wish i didnt do it. miss you all gangs.

okay, its 1:20 and they are still singing. oh god. i can take it if they have nice voice but they dont, i mean they sound like off pitch all the time. please stop neighbors!

i hate taking pills. they stuck on my thorat all the time. why? well, because they are giantatic and my throat just not big enough for them to go thrugh. anyway, miss you gangs!

i was happy with the photos i took today. the outcome was better than what i expected. again, it wasnt so prodcutive day. got home from work around 3 something after visiting wamu. was gonna do some reading but couldn't as usual. i kinda give it a excuse that i wasnt feeling so wel coz my throat hurt a little and got light headache. i think its the symptom of a cold, like papa always says: if i feel cold on a hot day, got bodyache or sore throat, which means that theres a possibilty that i mgiht catch a cold already; therefore, i need a rest. ha, such a pitty, dont you think

whats bothering me, i think i got confused so that i couldn't have a good night sleep. i only slept like 3 hrs last night. went to bed around 4am or so and got up when lois was up at 7. she showered, packed her stuffs and took off to san fran i think. i knew becuase i left my door slightly opened. sleepy.. naping time

hi gang,

feeling down lately? you know it sux big time to come home and be the only person in the house. i hate it so much but there's nothing i could do. i wish at least one of my roommies could be home with me even though sometimes we dont really carry a conversation but still. i guess what i am saying is that i hate to be home alone. thats all. going to work now and i'll talk to you all l8er

hi gang

bit tired tonight. don't quite know what happened to me lately, sudden mood-swing is really bothersome. perhapes its becuase my meimei is here. i hate when it happens though. it puts me to the depress state. oh well, i cant avoid it, so i am just gonna learn to adjust it.

i think amy and james will do great on their business eventually. They will need luck and some good efforts of getting their business going. May God be with them and the whole gang of 1845 will always be you guys' support :) Cheers up amy and james!