why you at a party if you are sad
why you eat if you are not hungry
why you try to sleep if you can't sleep
why you still breathing if you are already dead inside
nahh, i didn't mean it

"...equality is not necessarily a requirement in a relationship and said, "The heart wants what it wants. There's no logic to those things. You meet someone and you fall in love and that's that."

woody allen

"i'm not a big believer in Fate, in the cosmic plan kind of way. i believe that life throws things your way and that how you decide to act on these things creates your fate. our fates lie in the shaping and focus of these random things that happen to us so that sometimes a seemingly random chain of events brings you to a place that you never thought you'd be and you realize it's not so random at all."

localtime

when i look up in the sky, i see a few clouds and airplanes going in the slow motion. i raise my right arm trying to catch the plane. then i hold my hand really tight close to my heart thinking that one day, i'll be on the plane with that someone flying to a place where we are happy

 

RAdio Tokyo airspace

note to self:

you and mike were in my dream on your bday! bizarre. thanks for the weird funny dream. i was able to wake up with a smile. lets see if you guys go to vietnam for the honey moon like my dream. prolly not is not probably not. keke

is it possible that i just become a sleep walker in my late 30's? sometimes i woke up with sore butt, aching back and bruise on my arms and legs. weird weird

"The American way of life is spontaneously fictional, since it is the transcending of the imaginary in reality."

Jean Baudrillard

If no one else will say it, I say it here: You are loved and you are beautiful.

A:what have you been up to?
B: (thinking quietly) what you want to know? ha nvm

"What you want to do is be easy for one person to get and hard for everyone else, which will increase the likelihood of that one person's liking you" making sense or not really ah

i stick a pencil in my nose. it falls off when i blow my nose. i wish sometimes things could be like that, let loose easily.

found:
a friend once told me that when your 30 your also 29 and 28 and 21 and.. 2, and 1. that we grow like onions, each year another layer. and so when we mature, our youth is still inborn and that living like a 6 year old never fails to be amazing -zack jiang

Several Shades of Why

how do you write about a really excellent day that isn’t excellent because amazing things happened, it’s just excellent because of who you spent it with?
} spiffae

where is my ladder?
i am still looking for my ladder
where is my ladder to earth?
oh i forgot i actually living on earth
where is my ladder to heaven?
no, my time is not here yet
where is my ladder to getting there?
where is there?
what attracts me there?
what can i find there?
there, where are you?
look over here
i am here

i wanna get a hat so i can cover my gray hair

they are lik e new borns

keep coming out

excited to se the world

people like you walk into my life

happy to be born on this day, maybe